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I apologize another rant is coming your way. 

Why do I feel he doesn’t care? Why doesn’t he ever make the slightest effort in anything? Sure, I put myself through it and I shouldn’t take it or allow, but I do. I don’t have the ability to control anyone nor do I want to but why does it have to be so goddamn hard to do anything anymore. This is one of those “actions speak louder than words” situations. You can say all the things in the world but when you don’t show it I start to not believe it anymore. The love is still there, but more from one end than the other. I don’t get it. 

Feels weird to post on this again… But it’s the only place I can rant and not be asked questioned. Feeling upset a majority does not feel go. I try and try to not let it get to me, but it’s the little stuff that just builds and builds and then all of a sudden just makes me burst into tears. I’m all better now, talked it out but I fear it will become a pattern. And I don’t know how to stop it.

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